Your love is a blessed curse,
Actually that gets worse, supernaturally.
"And it is better for you that ye fast,if ye only know ."Quran (2:184)
Fasting ‘could help combat cancer and boost effectiveness of treatments’ Fasting slowed growth and spread of tumours Cured some cancers if combined with chemotherapy Human trials now under way”“
Get it down. Take chances. It may be bad, but it’s the only way you can do anything good.